Back in the Day Take Four: 1/24/2009

Oh if only I knew how sleep deprived I would yet become:

I have come to realize that sleep is a luxury.  It seems to be increasingly hard to come by with each passing day.  I guess it’s not falling asleep that is hard, but turning off my mind has become impossible.  I day dream of what could have been.  Wonder what will be.  Worry about what I need to do.  Try to make decisions and then become anxious

How is it that some people can just turn off their minds?  Indeed, many people in this world never think at all.  And here I am, completely unable to stop.  What is it that makes a mind have to work so hard?  Thinking can only do so much.  It is action that is important.  Yet that is what I lack.